You can't choose what stays and what fades away

This time it's not been as long as usually, success! I'm currently sick and I could have done this post hours and hours ago but I've been watching tons of various series. First of all Viktor borrowed me the first and only season of Jekyll. Anyone else seen it? If you like conspiracy theories and Steven Moffat then you should check it out! I also finally watched the first episode of the new Hannibal which seems good also and I plan on watching more of it and I recommend that too!

There was this one week a while ago that was pure awesomeness. I got to see Iron Man 3 with Viktor on his birthday and yes, I quite liked it. I mean come on it's Iron Man and Robert Downey Jr.,what's not to like it? There was a few flaws too though but I'm not spoiling it for you, go see for yourself and we'll talk about it later!

Iron Man is not the only reason that week was amazing though. I also finally pre-ordered and got the Star Trek game that I have been waiting for so so long. The game itself wasn't really that good but luckily I didn't except too much. What I wanted and what I got was hilarious dialogue and something to do while avoiding Star Trek: Into Darkness spoilers. It's just too bad that I already finished it...

What else have we been doing these past three weeks? Oh right, the Eve of May Day and Reetta's birthday! It was all fun, we went to Alppipuisto with folks from school and bumped into some others too. Antrei was fabulous as ever with his turquoise mustache and hair and all. The only bad news is that I lost my phone and I apologise to anyone who saw me freak out about it. But anyway that is why I want you all to

Yes this is my phone for now, vintage and all! So I want all of you who have my number (it's the same as before) send me a text saying who you are because I have none of yours numbers at the moment and I feel quite empty. But I guess this is all for today. Now I'm going to go watch some Adventures of Sherlock Holmes with my mum. Remind me to tell you guys about my Enterprise next time I post something. A little spoiler, I guess she's the reason why I'm sick. But hey, how was your May Day and it's Eve?

lyrics from "No Light, No Light" by Florence + The Machine

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost

Mass update with photos and some text I'm just trying to make this before Christmas gralbgh

So basically I've been to school mostly to drink tea and spend Maths classes to draw stupid stuff with Viktor, planned lots of different photoshoots which I'm probably never going to have, had coffee with Antrei, prepared for the Hobbit and failed curling my hair, seen Hobbit with Antrei dressed as Bilbo and Gandalf, been to school to hang out with people, filled some of my Wreck This Journal, found some amazing socks, purchased a new phone, had pizza with Viktor and Hanna and had an amazing End of the World party with some schoolmates. And oh the amount of hate if my Finnish teacher ever saw that sentence. Oh well, it's the Holidays now and tomorrow is Christmas Eve and some of our relatives are coming over but really I'm just looking forward to doing nothing. Oh and I also bought Assassin's Creed 1 & 2 and completed both and I've been trying to download AC Brotherhood but failed so I might buy that once I get money. And I've been rereading Harry Potters in English, LOVE.
How's your Holiday plans?

lurics from "Some Nights" by Fun.

You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care

I think you understand that it's summer and I'm trying to waste my last few days doing anything but updating my blog and that's why I'm late but anyway, here's a little something!

So basically I was in Ropecon, I ate at the new sushi place in Tennispalatsi and I visited Tampere and that's why the cats.

I've bought stuff, mostly movies once again but also some comics and clothes. Last night I had Mello, Hilbo and Michaela staying over and we played all kind of games including Alias and Gaiaonline, and then Hilbo also cut my hair and I feel more like my self now and I'm glad about it. Tomorrow is a massive Prometheus' meeting and I'm going there to mostly see people from my own camp last summer but also those people from the camp where I was cooking with Antrei. And then some random people if I even know anyone. And on Monday morning I'm supposed to wake up early (meaning I won't sleep at all) and start being an art student. It might even sound fun but actually I feel terrifíed about the fact that I need to meet new people, make friends, study, draw, paint, wake up early and all that. I'm just terrified and I want summer to last just a little longer or maybe forever. But oh well, what can I do? Anyway, next time you'll hear from me I don't know when. Adios!

title's lyrics from "Payhone" by Maroon 5

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

Long time no see. Long time to ABC!

I know I should have updated ages ago but things been going on and I don't even have much pictures from the summer camp even though I said I would take them. I'm sorry it's just that we were kind of busy there cooking, like really busy at some points but mostly it was really fun and we got to meet really nice people and I think I might be a bit better cook now but don't trust me yet! Apart from cooking we listened music really loud, sang, danced, swam, played with a microwave craw, just lied down on grass and things like that. Myös pelattiin puspaa ja mahauduttiin ja semmoisaa. It was really, really nice. Thank you everyone who was there with us!

After the camp I was supposed to go to Pärnu with some relatives but first I saw my dear friend Vane from my own Prometheus camp. We hanged out in Helsinki and ate the biggest ice creams ever. And I bought new bikini's and some new movies.

Home again. After some fighting and stuff I decided to go to Heidi's. It's not like I was actually given a permission so I kind of like ran away to Tampere which wasn't maybe the smartest thing but what's done is done. Anyway, Heidi was one of the team members (the blonde girl next to me in the group photo). Me and Antrei kind of adopted her for the three last nights 'cause they didn't have enough room to sleep in their room. But anyway I left to Heidi's to Tampere and spent three nights there doing nothing but watching stupid YouTube videos and TV and sleeping. Back in Helsinki I went to see Prometheus with Santtu which wasn't as scary as I thought but it was freaking disgusting! On Monday I did nothing and today I was photoshooting with Mello. I still don't have pictures 'cause we used Mello's memory card but she'll update her blog soon so go see there if you want to see pictures! But that's it for now and let's all hope that I'll update sooner next time!

title's lyrics from "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie

Who's gonna hold you when you turn out the lights?

Crepes made by Antrei. Brokeback Mountain, Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy, Shame and Take from Anttila. Sandals from Mic Mac and we're off to LINNANMÄKI!

Miss Yellow (Michaela) and I decided to continue our tradition and go to Linnanmäki and it was nice even though we got bored pretty quickly. It was really great weather, maybe even too great 'cause at least I don't enjoy sun that much. On Sunday I'm leaving to somewhere near Lahti to a summer camp to cook with Antrei and we'll be there for a week. I'm not going to be able to post from there 'cause Antrei thinks I'm already too much on the computer. But I'll try to come back with good stories and pictures so see you again then!

title's lyrics from "Superman Tonight" by Bon Jovi

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

Long time no see. Again. I'm sorry! So this post is really just a "what's up" 'cause really nothing amazing is up.
School's out and no one can ever forse me to study again if I don't want to but still you can find me in Torkkeli (The arts school of Helsinki) next year. As many of you might know I applied for Kallio (performing arts school) but apparently it's not enough that I've "graduated" from a theater school or academy or what ever you like to call it AND that I've basically wrote and directed a 30 minute long musical. Do I sound bitter? Maybe, I don't know. I was angry. Believe me, I really was. But then I thought that I'll go to Torkkeli and see if I want to apply to Kallio again next year, so that's that. But I'd like to congratulate my dear friend Michaela who finally got into Ypäjä's Horse Institude after applying there three times! You really deserve this, bud!

Congrats to my brother who made it through the matriculation examination with as less studying as possible. And then it's time for some materialism! I bought that dress for my brother's party and I also bought new shoes but I don't have a picture of them now 'cause I forgot so maybe some other time! And about that shirt. I had to borrow Laura money to get it and I really like it so thank you! It's already a bit dirty 'cause I've used it so much.. Then Michaela gave me new speakers and I love it 'cause my computer's sound system is crap and it's hard to even watch movies when you just don't hear anything! Now I can listen to music again, thank you Michaela! I got my mother to buy me a Film Journal as a "graduation gift" and I'm so happy about this because I'm such a movie geek, like really! I bought the Wreck This Journal my self just because it's fun, but there's really nothing much there yet.
Last weekend was Desucon, and I've been telling you about my not-so-big plans but I have to dissapoint you by saying that no, I didn't cosplay Darren, no I didn't cosplay Roxas either, yes I made the Captain America inspired outfit but it was nothing much really. But I did cosplay Matt from Death Note the last day even if I forgot my goggles home. We had a little photoshoot at the end of the day with Mello so here's one nice picture from there.

So the first two days I spend just being a dork and on Saturday I got to photograph Peetu and Henna and Tessa in their costumes and on Friday I photographed Mira just because I could. So here's some of that.

 

So. That's what's up. I've also been watching lots of Supernatural with Antrei and yesterday I saw the Avengers for the fifth time. I've been playing Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers. I've been staying up late drawing Rennerson and sleeping a lot. I've been walking in Helsinki without any shoes on and I've been planning on doing hundredrs of things but done none of them. But so that I could do anything I first need to get my ass out of here so have a picture of Hilbo and Kai and have a nice summer!

title's lyrics from "Get it Right" from "Glee" by Lea Michele