But I still wake up, I still see your ghost

Mass update with photos and some text I'm just trying to make this before Christmas gralbgh

So basically I've been to school mostly to drink tea and spend Maths classes to draw stupid stuff with Viktor, planned lots of different photoshoots which I'm probably never going to have, had coffee with Antrei, prepared for the Hobbit and failed curling my hair, seen Hobbit with Antrei dressed as Bilbo and Gandalf, been to school to hang out with people, filled some of my Wreck This Journal, found some amazing socks, purchased a new phone, had pizza with Viktor and Hanna and had an amazing End of the World party with some schoolmates. And oh the amount of hate if my Finnish teacher ever saw that sentence. Oh well, it's the Holidays now and tomorrow is Christmas Eve and some of our relatives are coming over but really I'm just looking forward to doing nothing. Oh and I also bought Assassin's Creed 1 & 2 and completed both and I've been trying to download AC Brotherhood but failed so I might buy that once I get money. And I've been rereading Harry Potters in English, LOVE.
How's your Holiday plans?

lurics from "Some Nights" by Fun.

You were so misunderstood back then but I think I get you now

I've away for so long that I don't even know what to write so have a picture spam instead.

So, living the life of an art student, not the dream but I'm trying not to think about that. Anyway the good news are that I finally got my new computer and the Avengers and Iron Man DVD's. I also went to see both The Bourne Legacy and 007 Skyfall the opening night. I also got a new jacket and some other stuff but you'll get more information of that later on. School is being ridiculous, especially Swedish classes, but at the moment I'm really sick and watching the Big Bang Theory and Revolutionary Road at home. We're having a little trouble finding a place to stay during Desucon Frostbite so if there's anyone living in Lahti who would like to give me, Mello and Hilbo a place to stay we'd be more than happy! Oh and I really want to do more photographing as soon as I get better so if anyone's interested in a little photoshooting then call me maybe or something! But now I'll be leaving to do something sick people do, bye!

title's lyrics from "Starring" by Freelance Whales

I'm not color blind, I know the world is black and white

Hello everyone! Are you feeling fine? I sure hope you are! I'm feeling fine thanks, nothing special just fine. Tracon was last weekend and well it was pretty awesome! I mean, we didn't even do anything for most of the time but we took ridiculous pictures and some of them are so terrible I'm not going to show them to you but here are few decent looking ones.

Oh yeah by the way, I made new friends which is weird of me but in the third pic we have Andy and Jami and they're awesome so that's cool (what the fuck am I saying here?). I might add a few more pictures once I get them. I also took pictures of Mello but I feel like it's pointless to post them here 'cause you can see them in her deviantart and so. Other than that, we've been doing something nice in our photographing classes (not that they're not usually nice) and here's a little preview or at least I hope I'll have more to show you in the future.

So basically I've been thinking everything in black and white the last few days. Okay no but really, this is so cool and we just got started! Like I said, you'll hopefully see more in the future.
Today I saw my old friend Wewe after a very long time, or well actually I see her at least three times a week in our French classes but it's been over years since we last hanged out together, and we went to see Lawless. Once again an amazing movie and amazing cast. It was a bit too violent at times but other than that it was FLawless (I made the funny!). So yes, I recommend it to everyone who doesn't mind the fact that there's a lot of bullets flying and blood as well. And there's a lot of alcohol I can tell you that. But now I'm off to sleep but one more thing before that. My hair was looking nice today so here's another hipster/emo picture, you're welcome!

title's lyrics from "Stop This Train" by John Mayer

What if the one thing that I missed was everything I need to pass the test

Nothing happens to me and that's why the blog is dead. Okay well school happens but there's really nothing too amazing to tell about it except our photographing classes and Nasutukset and something like that.

Then there was also Taiteiden yö ("Night of Art") which I have no photos of and I'm not going to tell anything 'cause I don't think I have anything interesting to tell about. And then we have the same old list of things I've bought 'cause I'm such a materialist and sorry about it.

So we have movies Devil Wears Prada, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Iron Man 2, Inception and The Hunger Games. I got also a Hunger Games movie poster when I bought the DVD but it's still lying on my floor 'cause I've got no tape or anything. And Devil Wears Prada and Mr. & Mrs. Smith I bought only because there was a offer in Game Stop that you could get three movies with only 9.90 euros and I was already buying Inception so I thought that what the hell! And now I've got them. Also I'm still looking for Iron Man and The Incredible Hulk (also Hulk but that might be harder to find) so if anyone sees them please inform me!
And then we have two new CDs. I rarely buy CDs but when I saw Bon Jovi's Greatest Hits for only 9,90 euros I just HAD to buy it. And then my lovely friend Isa bought me The Avengers inspired CD and believe me when I say that I started crying when she gave it to me.
So that's pretty much about it. School is okay and my classmates seem nice. Next weekend is Tracon and I'm going to go there to take pictures of Mello and see Heidi and some others. And next Friday the Avengers DVD is finally realized (in Finland) but all the cool extras are on Blu-Ray and not DVD and I'm angry about this but we'll see what I'll do with this. Now I'm going back to watch a movie or write a movie or maybe just sleep. I don't know but here, have a puppy.

title's lyrics from "Live to Rise" by Soundgarden

You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care

I think you understand that it's summer and I'm trying to waste my last few days doing anything but updating my blog and that's why I'm late but anyway, here's a little something!

So basically I was in Ropecon, I ate at the new sushi place in Tennispalatsi and I visited Tampere and that's why the cats.

I've bought stuff, mostly movies once again but also some comics and clothes. Last night I had Mello, Hilbo and Michaela staying over and we played all kind of games including Alias and Gaiaonline, and then Hilbo also cut my hair and I feel more like my self now and I'm glad about it. Tomorrow is a massive Prometheus' meeting and I'm going there to mostly see people from my own camp last summer but also those people from the camp where I was cooking with Antrei. And then some random people if I even know anyone. And on Monday morning I'm supposed to wake up early (meaning I won't sleep at all) and start being an art student. It might even sound fun but actually I feel terrifíed about the fact that I need to meet new people, make friends, study, draw, paint, wake up early and all that. I'm just terrified and I want summer to last just a little longer or maybe forever. But oh well, what can I do? Anyway, next time you'll hear from me I don't know when. Adios!

title's lyrics from "Payhone" by Maroon 5