But I still wake up, I still see your ghost

Mass update with photos and some text I'm just trying to make this before Christmas gralbgh

So basically I've been to school mostly to drink tea and spend Maths classes to draw stupid stuff with Viktor, planned lots of different photoshoots which I'm probably never going to have, had coffee with Antrei, prepared for the Hobbit and failed curling my hair, seen Hobbit with Antrei dressed as Bilbo and Gandalf, been to school to hang out with people, filled some of my Wreck This Journal, found some amazing socks, purchased a new phone, had pizza with Viktor and Hanna and had an amazing End of the World party with some schoolmates. And oh the amount of hate if my Finnish teacher ever saw that sentence. Oh well, it's the Holidays now and tomorrow is Christmas Eve and some of our relatives are coming over but really I'm just looking forward to doing nothing. Oh and I also bought Assassin's Creed 1 & 2 and completed both and I've been trying to download AC Brotherhood but failed so I might buy that once I get money. And I've been rereading Harry Potters in English, LOVE.
How's your Holiday plans?

lurics from "Some Nights" by Fun.

There's the Zoo alive as the city sleeps tonight

A.k.a. Fieldtrip to Berlin in pictures part 1 + shoppings.

People in pictures: Santtu and Otto.

What I most loved about Berlin was probably the graffitis. Of course the food was amazing as well as many other things but I really loved how there were graffitis all over the city. Too bad, I dn't have too much pictures of them since I forgot my other memory card home and I was afraid to take photos so that my memory would last for all five days. Anyway, I don't have much to say about this. I'll probably post more pictures once I get them from Laura and Santtu for example. But here are the shoppings!

I've figured it's impossible for me to travel aboard without buying movies so here we have both Iron Man's, The Incredible Hulk, Captain America: The First Avenger, Thor, Wilde, Ballet Shoes,  Fish Tank, Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows and Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol. I can shamelessly annouce that I bought MI: 4 only because of Jeremy Renner, also a little 'cause of Simon Pegg, and The Ballet Shoes 'cause of Emma Watson. I do not own PlayStation 3 or anything else that could play Blu-Rays so I just need to wait until I can go to somewhere where I can watch them. But I don't mind, all of the Avenger movies are also a souvenir to Mello, Hilbo and Michaela. I'll make you watch all of these so be prepared!

The Starbucks thermos is actually something I was after and I'm happy to now have it. Then we have more Avengers. Do I seem obsessed? I had to borrow money from Santtu the last day to get that shirt and I regret nothing. Well it's a little big since it's size L 'cause they didn't have M and I wanted it to be at least a little big, but it's nice to wear at home at least. You can keep your Iron Sky shirts, I have my super secret boy band t-shirt. The stars and stripes tank top is for the Captain America inspired outfit or that's what I'm thinking now, well see what happens. That and the shorts are from New Yorker, suprised are you? The other tank top is from Desiguel and it cost 54 euros which hurts but I really like it so no regrets.
I think that's about it for now. I'm awfully sick right now and we have to perform Kohina twice this weekend so I'm trying hard to recover for that. I also have my audition for Vaskivuori's upper secondary school on Monday so we'll see if I can do any of this. Hopefully yes. And by the way, before I go and die because of my illness, I'd like to remind that my baby princess turned 18 about two weeks ago and we had a marvelous party! Really, drunken football in middle of a night is awesome!

title's lyrics from "Feel Berlin" by The 69 Eyes

This is my idea of fun playing video games

Life without theater is nothing. Or that's how I feel, I have no idea what have I been doing for the last week. Monday and Tuesday were the last performances before this god damn two months long hiatus! I just miss it okay? Luckily tomorrow is some kind of briefing so at least I get to see my friends but still. It's not the same.

The gift my friends gave me after the show

So that's it for Kohina and Lokki for a while. On Wednesday we went to see a show called Kierre with our class. It was more like "modern theater" and yes it was cool but not the one I would pay for to see twice or anything. On Thursday I went out for a coffee with Santtu and then we did kind of a window shopping in One Way and Dressmann which was nice. Anyway, on Friday something actually happened!

That's right, The Hunger Games!

This is something I've been waiting for so long! I still haven't finished the last book but I've read the first two in English (which makes it so hard to read the Finnish translations.) and now that I don't have to read anything for school, I'm going to put all my focus on Mockingjay.
Now, if you haven't seen the movie The Hunger Games or read the book don't read this next part!

So this is my opinion about the movie. If we don't compare it to the book, it was a good movie. Well actually pretty good! Too much of Hollywood for me and I'm still pissed that it's R-12 or something like that. But anyway it was good, the actors were amazing! And I liked the camera work. But now if we compare it to the book there were some things that really bothered me. First of all why didn't Katniss' ear explode? I mean when she exploded the Career's food there was the voice which was cool but nothing happened to her ear! It's just that if you think about the second book, Katniss says she can hear better with that ear so what are you going to do now? Second, that freaking sleep syrup! I don't know if I need to say anything else about that. Then we have Cato's armor. The one he got when 12 got the medicine. There was no mention about it no anything. It just pissed me off! And the mutations, no comment that they were the already dead tributes, that was the most terrifying thing, you can't just ignore that! And I'll finish this whining with the fact that I did not like the ending. It sucked! I think it went too fast and they seemed too normal. Like everything was fine and they weren't traumatized or anything! And it went far too fast AND it left the image as if Katniss loved Peeta like that cause no! It's not that simple and gosh! Anyway. I'm sorry about this all whining cause in the end I liked it pretty much but it's juts some things that pissed me off.

Elevator with Karo, Onni, Aino, Diana and the other Aino should be there also.

So I didn't go to school that day but met with some friends from my Prometheus-camp. We ended up going to Coffee House in WTC and Onni bought me Cafe Mocha. After that we hanged out somewhere in the center od Helsinki and after that Onni came to my place. We ened up playing Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword with my brother Antrei which was also pretty nice. These two guys really work together! On Saturday the Fishclub came here and we watched a bunch of random movies. The Fishclub means Santtu, Laura and Otto and this time we watched some "Monthy Phyton", "Me and You and Everyone we know", "Yellow Submarine" and "Rocky Horror Picture Show". After they left my grandmother and my aunt came here and we ate and now I'm lying in my bed typing this.

And I'm listening to deadmau5. I really don't know where I got the idea first but now I feel like partying. Or just hanging out with some friends and playing video games. I really miss playing L.A. Noire and some Heavy Rain would be cool also. Yes, Mello, Michaela and Hilbo I'm talking to you!

Teenage Emo Ninja Turtles!

Also my hair sucks! Like really! It has grown out of it's shape and the colour has faded almost completly off. I would go to Hilbo and let her cut it, I would be okay with anything except this but I promised Mello to cosplay Matt in Desucon and I need to use my own hair so I may have to suffer with this until then. Well, she said she'd do something about it, thank god! So yeah, Desucon is coming and I still don't have my ticket but I do have costume for the last day and shared bed with Mello from a hotel room! I'm still not completly sure about my cosplays either than Matt but I was thinking of some casual!Roxas cause I'm proud of my wig but too lazy to make an official outfit. But we'll see about that. Here's still picture of both of these and if you'd like to see more of my cosplaysyou can find them from my cosplay related deviant art account which is SCREAMERno1

And now just one more thing. My friend Laura has been working on something and it's now almost finished. Actually I think it is finished but she said it's still in prgress.. Anyway if you please could check out her blog? I know it's not blogspot but still. Can you do this, for me?
Okay, I think that's all for today. Now, I'll go grab something to eat and then maybe I'll even sleep at some point. Bye everyone!

title's lyrics from "Video Games" by Lana Del Rey

I got lost on highway

Writing this while watching Harry Potter might not be the best idea ever but let's try, shall we? I have relly nothing important this time either but just the basics. Basics meaning coffee.

Once more Cafe Mocha and a chocolate cookie at Coffee House.

Waiting for Laura with Otto and Santtu at Tennispalatsi's Hesburger.

Cheesecake and Latte.

Santtu's strawberry flavoured ice tea.

So once again hanging out with the regular group. This time we tried a new cafe though. I'm not sure I remember the name but it wa something like "Cafe Steam" and the two last pictures are taken there. Anyway, it's in Tennispalatsi and was pretty nice at least when there wasn't crowded. Maybe someday I'll have enough money to try their Cafe Mocha too. Anyway, now I'm watching the first Harry Potter so I better finish this post here. But do have a wintery picture of our backyard with lovely birds.

title's lyrics from "Amarillo" by Gorillaz

Trying to rest my head on the floor, half stoned thinking damn this shit gets old

Hello again, everyone! It's been a while, I know and I'm sorry. So it's the last day of my Winter break and I've actually been doing something which itself is a small miracle. So first two days I spent in Tikkurila working on that big play I told you about but I haven't taken any pictures cause I really don't have any freetime there and I don't want to spoil anything for those who are coming to see it (: By the way, if anyone's still interested in seeing it the dates are 13.3. 16.3. 19.3. and 20.3. just let me know if you'd like to bee there (: Back to my holiday; Monday I saw Laura, Otto and Santtu and once again we went to coffee. I don't know what is it but something's wrong with Robert's Coffee's these days! Their Robert's Mocha tastes like crap no matter how they do it! So if you still wan't to get good Robert's Mocha I highly recommend Central Railway Station's Robert's Coffee cause it's the only place I know where thay still succes to make it good. No, I'm going to apologize and stop whining about that, pardon me. Anyway, I have no idea what I did on Tuesday so if someone knows I'd be happy to know! Anyway, Wednsday we finally left Finland to a cruise to Sweden! It was awesome! I mean even if we lost all of our money to gambles and Santtu and Tumppi couldn't keep their hand off from their phones to text their girlfiends, everything was just awesome! So here's pretty much everything you need to know in pictures!

My company + our cabin. Looking good boys!

Quality sucks but this is the best pic I got from the Music museum.

Crappy but cheap 7-Eleven salad, don't try it's really bad!

More of my company, eating.

Back to the ship and the stuff I bought

FOOD!

MOAR FOOD!

 Now I want to apologize again but I want to talk to you about coffee! As I already mentioned it's very hard to find good Robert's Mocha nowadays. At first I thought it was because they did it wrong but no, it wasn't. You see the "right way" to do it (this is just me, no hard feelings, plz) is to first add the chocolate and then the coffee, milk and cream. Well some people did it like adding the chocolate after the coffee and milk and I was like "NOO YOU CAN'T DO THAT!" but now I know that that's not the deal. What is it then? I don't know. Anyway, ehy this picture is staring at you right there is because we went to Wayne's Coffee and I don't know how they normally do their Cafe Mocha's but this was something new for me. Insted of using the chocolate sauce they used cocoa powder. I don't think you get me but it was interesting, like really! And it was better than Robert's Mocha usually! I don't know what is it but should I work in a cafe? Maybe when I can.
Anyway, that was the cruise and as I got back to Finland I went to see confusing but awesome movie with Hilbo.

Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy. I absolutely loved it. As I said it was very confusing but also very very brilliant and beautiful and the actors. How is it even possible to have so many good actors in one place? I mean Gary Oldman, Benedict Cumberbatch, Colin Firth, Mark Strong, Toby Jones, John Hurt, Ciarán Hinds, Tom Hardy, David Denick... Was it all? Was that it? I don't know but still! Watch it, it's amazing!
Yesterday I finally cleaned my room and left to Michaela to a little party. The same people as always and a little alcohol which means fun. Lots of it! We didn't even do anything special. No hair dying or L-word or even L.A. Noire this time. We did watch some Supernatural but I was mostly on computer cause it was season 4 and I had no idea what was happening. I did have my camera with me but the only picture I took was this.

So that's pretty much what happened. This morning we watched Thor but no one really paid attention because of pancakes and we didn't get to finish it cause Mello, Hilbo and I left home. So that's about it. Tomorrow I'll return to school and start thinking about yhteishaku and every other things I should be worried about. But before I leave to talk to strangers and maybe even watch some Neverland I'll give you a cute picture of Dianna Agron and two songs that have been palying on repeat in my head. Good night and be good!

PS. I'd like to point out that I added a "Read" button to "Reactions" just to keep in track if people actually read my babblings (: So if you read the post (NB! Read it, not just check the photos or so) just click it, not too much effort!

title's lyrics from "This Shit Gets Old" by NeverShoutNever