As we are floating in the blue I am softly watching you

I would like to tell you millions of excuses about why I have not been writing but really I don't want to lie. Truth is I've just been lazy ass and I apologise. Thank Veera for it was her that finally motivated me to write here again! So without further prologue let's go see what's up!

Here is one incredibly small sized video which you can click bigger not but the point is that I shaved my head for this video that Ville made for his film class in school. Hair is not a big deal for me and to be honest I've just been looking for a reason to get rid of it for some time now. It's been like three weeks now so it's already grown pretty much and I have now idea if I'm gonna shave it again or not but we'll see.

Even if it's been almost four months since my last entry not that much has been happening really. Well yeah, I lost my hair and visited Estonia so maybe that's something. I was in Tallinn - for I can't remember how long - with my mum and we were in this nice spa and strolled around the old city. I even bought new headset which is always cool. Electronics, yay!

Other than that my life's been pretty much the same I guess. School is depressing and so is winter so I find myself buried in video games and TV shows. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that. Especially now that I've found my life a new meaning; Star Trek. I don't even know where to being so maybe I'll spare you the lecture that most of you have probably heard in person already. I just want to say that Star Trek, especially The Original Series, is gold.

Another thing I've been doing is hanging out with Antrei, my brother, who is the most fabulous and world best butthead on the surface of Earth. Reetta borrowed us her (sister's) Back to the Future trilogy and I believe I fave new favourite movie trilogy or at least favourite fictional character. You see, Marty McFly is the original "pretty fly for a white guy" and probably my new role model. Okay maybe not but he's too cool for you, okay? I also now want to learn how to skate and own a DeLorean. No judging.

Okay I'm sorry I forgot there was also that time I left the house for an entire weekend but that was Desucon Frostbite and it was okay. Nice seeing old fellas and rave like there's no tomorrow. I also photographed Hilbo, Mello, Andy and Jami a little but most of those pictures are not on my computer or failed so you're not gonna find them here.
Now if you excuse me I'm gonna go smoke incenses and probably watch more Elementary or maybe replay Assassin's Creed: Revelations for the third time. Oh, it's funny how much have happened without anything really happening. G'night!

lyrics from "I Love You" by Woodkid

You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care

I think you understand that it's summer and I'm trying to waste my last few days doing anything but updating my blog and that's why I'm late but anyway, here's a little something!

So basically I was in Ropecon, I ate at the new sushi place in Tennispalatsi and I visited Tampere and that's why the cats.

I've bought stuff, mostly movies once again but also some comics and clothes. Last night I had Mello, Hilbo and Michaela staying over and we played all kind of games including Alias and Gaiaonline, and then Hilbo also cut my hair and I feel more like my self now and I'm glad about it. Tomorrow is a massive Prometheus' meeting and I'm going there to mostly see people from my own camp last summer but also those people from the camp where I was cooking with Antrei. And then some random people if I even know anyone. And on Monday morning I'm supposed to wake up early (meaning I won't sleep at all) and start being an art student. It might even sound fun but actually I feel terrifíed about the fact that I need to meet new people, make friends, study, draw, paint, wake up early and all that. I'm just terrified and I want summer to last just a little longer or maybe forever. But oh well, what can I do? Anyway, next time you'll hear from me I don't know when. Adios!

title's lyrics from "Payhone" by Maroon 5

You say I'm selfish, I agree with you on that

I need to apologise my absence. It's just that there haven't been much stuff to write about and my room is not in the right condition to make a room post (does anyone even want this anyway?) or anything and I've had other things to do or I've just been to tired to make a post. Now anyway I finally got some pics from Laura and I decided to actually do something!
So really nothing much have happened. Monday 26th was the briefing and it was nice seeing everyone but now it'll be some time before we'll see each other if we don't organise something our selves. After that I've mostly been hanging around with my friends and practising our performance for the class with Laura.

Taken by Riia

As a part of a music class everyone has to do this kind of a performance that we call TYS. It's usually singing and playing various instruments but I've heard someone has danced in their TYS. We don't possess such a ability (yet) but we sing quite a lot together and we have many songs we wanted to do duet versions of. So our songs were "Rumour has it/Someone like you" both songs are by Adele but the Mash-up is from Glee. We had the backgroud coming from the computer but it somehow failed at the beginning and things just fucked up but we made it through the song without either one starting to hypervantilate or cry and so good for us! Next we had two songs with me playing guitar. First was Lady Gaga's "Born this way" and then "I feel pretty/Unpretty" which is also a mash-up from Glee and the songs are from Westside story and I think "Unpretty" is by TLC but I'm still not sure. Then we had still one more song with background from the computer: "Smooth Criminal". Anyway this wasn't the original Jackson style but the background was played by a cello and a violin. So that's pretty cool. I somehow managed to fuck up the end of this also but I think we got A or A+ anyway so that's cool!

Again by Riia. We're wearing matching outfts!

Sorry for the quality of these two pictures. Our music class isn't really the best place for taking pictures.
Apart from that all I've been doing is pretty much hanging around with the Fishclub. We didn't even have any sleepovers but we were buying clothes for Santtu last Saturday. We've been talking a lot about clothes with him lately and came to the realisation that we have pretty much the same taste. Or kind of. Of course I like to wear also women clothes in summer (mostly in summer) but it's like Santtu is the main character and I'm he's gay best friend. Or something like that. Anyway I got to style him, and it was nice.

Because we're artists!

I found Santtu some very nice jeans but they were little too long so I promosed to shorten them and his mum even paid me five euros for doing this! It wasn't a big deal but it's been forever since I've last sewed and it was kind of nostalgic.

Here is something nice I did in my arts class. We usually don't do anything cool and I'm kind of bored there but this was nice. It kind of pervaded and at first I was really pissed off but now it doesn't bother me anymore. You can still see it's Sherlock Holmes, right? We're painting huge doors now at the arts class and I'm trying to make the 221B Baker Street's door but I really just suck at pinting so we'll see how that's going to turn out.
So that's about it. Last Monday I was watching my brother's "End of the World" themed music project but I really don't know what to say about that, even if it was really cool! I've had terribly much exams at school for past two weeks but now it's Eastern holiday and I get to sleep long and see everyone I haven't seen in a while, like Hilbo. But now it's too much o'clock and I could really use some extra hours of sleep so let's just leave this here for now. Oh, now that I remember I've also bought three shirts for my self and I'll try and remember to show them in the next post as well as I'll let you know about my desucon plans. So there's something to look forward to! Have a picture of my face cause Mello cut my hair for the Matt cosplay and here is me with a forelock and a hipster scarf!

title's lyrics' from "My Same" by Adele

This is my idea of fun playing video games

Life without theater is nothing. Or that's how I feel, I have no idea what have I been doing for the last week. Monday and Tuesday were the last performances before this god damn two months long hiatus! I just miss it okay? Luckily tomorrow is some kind of briefing so at least I get to see my friends but still. It's not the same.

The gift my friends gave me after the show

So that's it for Kohina and Lokki for a while. On Wednesday we went to see a show called Kierre with our class. It was more like "modern theater" and yes it was cool but not the one I would pay for to see twice or anything. On Thursday I went out for a coffee with Santtu and then we did kind of a window shopping in One Way and Dressmann which was nice. Anyway, on Friday something actually happened!

That's right, The Hunger Games!

This is something I've been waiting for so long! I still haven't finished the last book but I've read the first two in English (which makes it so hard to read the Finnish translations.) and now that I don't have to read anything for school, I'm going to put all my focus on Mockingjay.
Now, if you haven't seen the movie The Hunger Games or read the book don't read this next part!

So this is my opinion about the movie. If we don't compare it to the book, it was a good movie. Well actually pretty good! Too much of Hollywood for me and I'm still pissed that it's R-12 or something like that. But anyway it was good, the actors were amazing! And I liked the camera work. But now if we compare it to the book there were some things that really bothered me. First of all why didn't Katniss' ear explode? I mean when she exploded the Career's food there was the voice which was cool but nothing happened to her ear! It's just that if you think about the second book, Katniss says she can hear better with that ear so what are you going to do now? Second, that freaking sleep syrup! I don't know if I need to say anything else about that. Then we have Cato's armor. The one he got when 12 got the medicine. There was no mention about it no anything. It just pissed me off! And the mutations, no comment that they were the already dead tributes, that was the most terrifying thing, you can't just ignore that! And I'll finish this whining with the fact that I did not like the ending. It sucked! I think it went too fast and they seemed too normal. Like everything was fine and they weren't traumatized or anything! And it went far too fast AND it left the image as if Katniss loved Peeta like that cause no! It's not that simple and gosh! Anyway. I'm sorry about this all whining cause in the end I liked it pretty much but it's juts some things that pissed me off.

Elevator with Karo, Onni, Aino, Diana and the other Aino should be there also.

So I didn't go to school that day but met with some friends from my Prometheus-camp. We ended up going to Coffee House in WTC and Onni bought me Cafe Mocha. After that we hanged out somewhere in the center od Helsinki and after that Onni came to my place. We ened up playing Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword with my brother Antrei which was also pretty nice. These two guys really work together! On Saturday the Fishclub came here and we watched a bunch of random movies. The Fishclub means Santtu, Laura and Otto and this time we watched some "Monthy Phyton", "Me and You and Everyone we know", "Yellow Submarine" and "Rocky Horror Picture Show". After they left my grandmother and my aunt came here and we ate and now I'm lying in my bed typing this.

And I'm listening to deadmau5. I really don't know where I got the idea first but now I feel like partying. Or just hanging out with some friends and playing video games. I really miss playing L.A. Noire and some Heavy Rain would be cool also. Yes, Mello, Michaela and Hilbo I'm talking to you!

Teenage Emo Ninja Turtles!

Also my hair sucks! Like really! It has grown out of it's shape and the colour has faded almost completly off. I would go to Hilbo and let her cut it, I would be okay with anything except this but I promised Mello to cosplay Matt in Desucon and I need to use my own hair so I may have to suffer with this until then. Well, she said she'd do something about it, thank god! So yeah, Desucon is coming and I still don't have my ticket but I do have costume for the last day and shared bed with Mello from a hotel room! I'm still not completly sure about my cosplays either than Matt but I was thinking of some casual!Roxas cause I'm proud of my wig but too lazy to make an official outfit. But we'll see about that. Here's still picture of both of these and if you'd like to see more of my cosplaysyou can find them from my cosplay related deviant art account which is SCREAMERno1

And now just one more thing. My friend Laura has been working on something and it's now almost finished. Actually I think it is finished but she said it's still in prgress.. Anyway if you please could check out her blog? I know it's not blogspot but still. Can you do this, for me?
Okay, I think that's all for today. Now, I'll go grab something to eat and then maybe I'll even sleep at some point. Bye everyone!

title's lyrics from "Video Games" by Lana Del Rey