You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care

I think you understand that it's summer and I'm trying to waste my last few days doing anything but updating my blog and that's why I'm late but anyway, here's a little something!

So basically I was in Ropecon, I ate at the new sushi place in Tennispalatsi and I visited Tampere and that's why the cats.

I've bought stuff, mostly movies once again but also some comics and clothes. Last night I had Mello, Hilbo and Michaela staying over and we played all kind of games including Alias and Gaiaonline, and then Hilbo also cut my hair and I feel more like my self now and I'm glad about it. Tomorrow is a massive Prometheus' meeting and I'm going there to mostly see people from my own camp last summer but also those people from the camp where I was cooking with Antrei. And then some random people if I even know anyone. And on Monday morning I'm supposed to wake up early (meaning I won't sleep at all) and start being an art student. It might even sound fun but actually I feel terrifíed about the fact that I need to meet new people, make friends, study, draw, paint, wake up early and all that. I'm just terrified and I want summer to last just a little longer or maybe forever. But oh well, what can I do? Anyway, next time you'll hear from me I don't know when. Adios!

title's lyrics from "Payhone" by Maroon 5

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

Long time no see. Long time to ABC!

I know I should have updated ages ago but things been going on and I don't even have much pictures from the summer camp even though I said I would take them. I'm sorry it's just that we were kind of busy there cooking, like really busy at some points but mostly it was really fun and we got to meet really nice people and I think I might be a bit better cook now but don't trust me yet! Apart from cooking we listened music really loud, sang, danced, swam, played with a microwave craw, just lied down on grass and things like that. Myös pelattiin puspaa ja mahauduttiin ja semmoisaa. It was really, really nice. Thank you everyone who was there with us!

After the camp I was supposed to go to Pärnu with some relatives but first I saw my dear friend Vane from my own Prometheus camp. We hanged out in Helsinki and ate the biggest ice creams ever. And I bought new bikini's and some new movies.

Home again. After some fighting and stuff I decided to go to Heidi's. It's not like I was actually given a permission so I kind of like ran away to Tampere which wasn't maybe the smartest thing but what's done is done. Anyway, Heidi was one of the team members (the blonde girl next to me in the group photo). Me and Antrei kind of adopted her for the three last nights 'cause they didn't have enough room to sleep in their room. But anyway I left to Heidi's to Tampere and spent three nights there doing nothing but watching stupid YouTube videos and TV and sleeping. Back in Helsinki I went to see Prometheus with Santtu which wasn't as scary as I thought but it was freaking disgusting! On Monday I did nothing and today I was photoshooting with Mello. I still don't have pictures 'cause we used Mello's memory card but she'll update her blog soon so go see there if you want to see pictures! But that's it for now and let's all hope that I'll update sooner next time!

title's lyrics from "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie

Who's gonna hold you when you turn out the lights?

Crepes made by Antrei. Brokeback Mountain, Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy, Shame and Take from Anttila. Sandals from Mic Mac and we're off to LINNANMÄKI!

Miss Yellow (Michaela) and I decided to continue our tradition and go to Linnanmäki and it was nice even though we got bored pretty quickly. It was really great weather, maybe even too great 'cause at least I don't enjoy sun that much. On Sunday I'm leaving to somewhere near Lahti to a summer camp to cook with Antrei and we'll be there for a week. I'm not going to be able to post from there 'cause Antrei thinks I'm already too much on the computer. But I'll try to come back with good stories and pictures so see you again then!

title's lyrics from "Superman Tonight" by Bon Jovi

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

Long time no see. Again. I'm sorry! So this post is really just a "what's up" 'cause really nothing amazing is up.
School's out and no one can ever forse me to study again if I don't want to but still you can find me in Torkkeli (The arts school of Helsinki) next year. As many of you might know I applied for Kallio (performing arts school) but apparently it's not enough that I've "graduated" from a theater school or academy or what ever you like to call it AND that I've basically wrote and directed a 30 minute long musical. Do I sound bitter? Maybe, I don't know. I was angry. Believe me, I really was. But then I thought that I'll go to Torkkeli and see if I want to apply to Kallio again next year, so that's that. But I'd like to congratulate my dear friend Michaela who finally got into Ypäjä's Horse Institude after applying there three times! You really deserve this, bud!

Congrats to my brother who made it through the matriculation examination with as less studying as possible. And then it's time for some materialism! I bought that dress for my brother's party and I also bought new shoes but I don't have a picture of them now 'cause I forgot so maybe some other time! And about that shirt. I had to borrow Laura money to get it and I really like it so thank you! It's already a bit dirty 'cause I've used it so much.. Then Michaela gave me new speakers and I love it 'cause my computer's sound system is crap and it's hard to even watch movies when you just don't hear anything! Now I can listen to music again, thank you Michaela! I got my mother to buy me a Film Journal as a "graduation gift" and I'm so happy about this because I'm such a movie geek, like really! I bought the Wreck This Journal my self just because it's fun, but there's really nothing much there yet.
Last weekend was Desucon, and I've been telling you about my not-so-big plans but I have to dissapoint you by saying that no, I didn't cosplay Darren, no I didn't cosplay Roxas either, yes I made the Captain America inspired outfit but it was nothing much really. But I did cosplay Matt from Death Note the last day even if I forgot my goggles home. We had a little photoshoot at the end of the day with Mello so here's one nice picture from there.

So the first two days I spend just being a dork and on Saturday I got to photograph Peetu and Henna and Tessa in their costumes and on Friday I photographed Mira just because I could. So here's some of that.

 

So. That's what's up. I've also been watching lots of Supernatural with Antrei and yesterday I saw the Avengers for the fifth time. I've been playing Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers. I've been staying up late drawing Rennerson and sleeping a lot. I've been walking in Helsinki without any shoes on and I've been planning on doing hundredrs of things but done none of them. But so that I could do anything I first need to get my ass out of here so have a picture of Hilbo and Kai and have a nice summer!

title's lyrics from "Get it Right" from "Glee" by Lea Michele

There's the Zoo alive as the city sleeps tonight

A.k.a. Fieldtrip to Berlin in pictures part 1 + shoppings.

People in pictures: Santtu and Otto.

What I most loved about Berlin was probably the graffitis. Of course the food was amazing as well as many other things but I really loved how there were graffitis all over the city. Too bad, I dn't have too much pictures of them since I forgot my other memory card home and I was afraid to take photos so that my memory would last for all five days. Anyway, I don't have much to say about this. I'll probably post more pictures once I get them from Laura and Santtu for example. But here are the shoppings!

I've figured it's impossible for me to travel aboard without buying movies so here we have both Iron Man's, The Incredible Hulk, Captain America: The First Avenger, Thor, Wilde, Ballet Shoes,  Fish Tank, Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows and Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol. I can shamelessly annouce that I bought MI: 4 only because of Jeremy Renner, also a little 'cause of Simon Pegg, and The Ballet Shoes 'cause of Emma Watson. I do not own PlayStation 3 or anything else that could play Blu-Rays so I just need to wait until I can go to somewhere where I can watch them. But I don't mind, all of the Avenger movies are also a souvenir to Mello, Hilbo and Michaela. I'll make you watch all of these so be prepared!

The Starbucks thermos is actually something I was after and I'm happy to now have it. Then we have more Avengers. Do I seem obsessed? I had to borrow money from Santtu the last day to get that shirt and I regret nothing. Well it's a little big since it's size L 'cause they didn't have M and I wanted it to be at least a little big, but it's nice to wear at home at least. You can keep your Iron Sky shirts, I have my super secret boy band t-shirt. The stars and stripes tank top is for the Captain America inspired outfit or that's what I'm thinking now, well see what happens. That and the shorts are from New Yorker, suprised are you? The other tank top is from Desiguel and it cost 54 euros which hurts but I really like it so no regrets.
I think that's about it for now. I'm awfully sick right now and we have to perform Kohina twice this weekend so I'm trying hard to recover for that. I also have my audition for Vaskivuori's upper secondary school on Monday so we'll see if I can do any of this. Hopefully yes. And by the way, before I go and die because of my illness, I'd like to remind that my baby princess turned 18 about two weeks ago and we had a marvelous party! Really, drunken football in middle of a night is awesome!

title's lyrics from "Feel Berlin" by The 69 Eyes