This is my idea of fun playing video games

Life without theater is nothing. Or that's how I feel, I have no idea what have I been doing for the last week. Monday and Tuesday were the last performances before this god damn two months long hiatus! I just miss it okay? Luckily tomorrow is some kind of briefing so at least I get to see my friends but still. It's not the same.

The gift my friends gave me after the show

So that's it for Kohina and Lokki for a while. On Wednesday we went to see a show called Kierre with our class. It was more like "modern theater" and yes it was cool but not the one I would pay for to see twice or anything. On Thursday I went out for a coffee with Santtu and then we did kind of a window shopping in One Way and Dressmann which was nice. Anyway, on Friday something actually happened!

That's right, The Hunger Games!

This is something I've been waiting for so long! I still haven't finished the last book but I've read the first two in English (which makes it so hard to read the Finnish translations.) and now that I don't have to read anything for school, I'm going to put all my focus on Mockingjay.
Now, if you haven't seen the movie The Hunger Games or read the book don't read this next part!

So this is my opinion about the movie. If we don't compare it to the book, it was a good movie. Well actually pretty good! Too much of Hollywood for me and I'm still pissed that it's R-12 or something like that. But anyway it was good, the actors were amazing! And I liked the camera work. But now if we compare it to the book there were some things that really bothered me. First of all why didn't Katniss' ear explode? I mean when she exploded the Career's food there was the voice which was cool but nothing happened to her ear! It's just that if you think about the second book, Katniss says she can hear better with that ear so what are you going to do now? Second, that freaking sleep syrup! I don't know if I need to say anything else about that. Then we have Cato's armor. The one he got when 12 got the medicine. There was no mention about it no anything. It just pissed me off! And the mutations, no comment that they were the already dead tributes, that was the most terrifying thing, you can't just ignore that! And I'll finish this whining with the fact that I did not like the ending. It sucked! I think it went too fast and they seemed too normal. Like everything was fine and they weren't traumatized or anything! And it went far too fast AND it left the image as if Katniss loved Peeta like that cause no! It's not that simple and gosh! Anyway. I'm sorry about this all whining cause in the end I liked it pretty much but it's juts some things that pissed me off.

Elevator with Karo, Onni, Aino, Diana and the other Aino should be there also.

So I didn't go to school that day but met with some friends from my Prometheus-camp. We ended up going to Coffee House in WTC and Onni bought me Cafe Mocha. After that we hanged out somewhere in the center od Helsinki and after that Onni came to my place. We ened up playing Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword with my brother Antrei which was also pretty nice. These two guys really work together! On Saturday the Fishclub came here and we watched a bunch of random movies. The Fishclub means Santtu, Laura and Otto and this time we watched some "Monthy Phyton", "Me and You and Everyone we know", "Yellow Submarine" and "Rocky Horror Picture Show". After they left my grandmother and my aunt came here and we ate and now I'm lying in my bed typing this.

And I'm listening to deadmau5. I really don't know where I got the idea first but now I feel like partying. Or just hanging out with some friends and playing video games. I really miss playing L.A. Noire and some Heavy Rain would be cool also. Yes, Mello, Michaela and Hilbo I'm talking to you!

Teenage Emo Ninja Turtles!

Also my hair sucks! Like really! It has grown out of it's shape and the colour has faded almost completly off. I would go to Hilbo and let her cut it, I would be okay with anything except this but I promised Mello to cosplay Matt in Desucon and I need to use my own hair so I may have to suffer with this until then. Well, she said she'd do something about it, thank god! So yeah, Desucon is coming and I still don't have my ticket but I do have costume for the last day and shared bed with Mello from a hotel room! I'm still not completly sure about my cosplays either than Matt but I was thinking of some casual!Roxas cause I'm proud of my wig but too lazy to make an official outfit. But we'll see about that. Here's still picture of both of these and if you'd like to see more of my cosplaysyou can find them from my cosplay related deviant art account which is SCREAMERno1

And now just one more thing. My friend Laura has been working on something and it's now almost finished. Actually I think it is finished but she said it's still in prgress.. Anyway if you please could check out her blog? I know it's not blogspot but still. Can you do this, for me?
Okay, I think that's all for today. Now, I'll go grab something to eat and then maybe I'll even sleep at some point. Bye everyone!

title's lyrics from "Video Games" by Lana Del Rey

But if you try sometimes well you just might find you get what you need

Overflowing feeling of pure happiness! Long story short: I fucking love theater and my group is awesome and I love everyone in it including our director and I just can't okay?

Playbill drawing by me and some flowers I got.

Me and Ester because we are the sports.

Jessica, Katariina and Jessiina and the guys. Make up by me.

Me and Nata as besties~

Katsku's harem w/ Ester, Emmi and Venla.

More quality picture of Katsku. I just really like this one.

My favourite appearance in a character, Jessiina, I love her beard!

Everyone got an animal that representer their character. I got a cheetah.

The shows aren't over yet! We still have two pwrformances to go and then two more later on in spring and also the Improvisation competition but after that we might need to part and thinking about it makes me feel melancholic but I'm not going to think about it now! I'm going to capture this moment and cherish it for as long as I can. Love you guys!

title's lyrics from "You can't always get what you want" by The Rolling Stones

I'm just fine with the way, with the way that I'm moving

Valentine's Day? Sorry, love. Not my division.

This is what said the Valentine's Day card I gave to Otto and I didn't even make it my self. This is pretty much how I celebrated my Valentine's:

So there is a card I gave to Laura and a dolphin she got from someone and muffins that Iita gave us on our social studies. So yeah, not really my division.
My deepeest apologies for not being active once again I can't say anything to defend my self than just how incedibly tired I've been and the "let's-take-away-all-Silva's-free-time" project has started. Meaning Almost all of my weekends are fully booked because of our Theater groups big play is coming up and we really need to rehearse it every freaking weekend, both days like 4 or 6 hours a day + 2 hour rehearsals every Tuesday. I mean it's fun and I love acting and performing and last time I got to yell at one of my friends there, not that I hate her she's amazing, but I'd just really like to spend time with my friend or just sleep. I don't know what it is but I'm just like tired. I sleep normally (well, my normal isn't ever normal), I sleep in class, I sleep in between classes, I sleep after school. I do really nothing these days. Except for the rehearsals.
Luckily this is going to change because the Winter Holiday is coming up and I'm going to see my friends but more importantly: I'm going to a cruise to Sweden with Santtu and Tuomas! I'm so excited! I've been looking forward to this for so long and man, I just love those guys and it's a shame that they both have girlfriends cause that means they can't spend as much time with me (am I mean?) but now I get to be with them and I'm just so happy! And getting out of this house is really refreshing even if just for a while.
I don't have much to say this time either but I thought that maybe I should take my camera to our next rehearsals so that I could get some pictures here. And if anyone's interested in seeing that play of ours, contact me and I'll let you know about the dates and so! I would be more than happy if you came! But now there's already too much text so I'll just add some random pictures of my few interestes. Or something.

If someone really wants to start whining over the fact that I'm too tired to put the sources right now then fuck you and listen to Martin Freeman singing about love. Thank you, good night!

title's lyrics from "Human" by Darren Criss