I feel like an artist who's lost his touch

Once more I have nothing but a buch of photos. These are new, or well newer, the newest I've got. They come in sets and each set involves two photos. The only problem is that Torkkeli's preview assignment is supposed to contain three photos/parts, FML!

Okay, so when I say that I have nothing I might have just skipped that part where I start hyperventilating about the fact that I've now seen the Avegers twice and it was awesome. Seriously. Best movie from year 2012 so far, I'm telling you! So now everyone, shoo! Get your ass away from the computer and go watch that awesome movie! Before that though, here's the trailer.

title's lyrics from "Human" by Darren Criss

I kept my whole life in suitcase, never really stayed in one place

Sorry for not posting anything in a while the truth is that I had no idea what to blog about before I found out that Vimppu had tagged me to do this, so I'll try.

RULES

1. Each person must post eleven things about themselves on their blog 

2. Answer the questions the tagger has set for you plus create eleven questions for the people you tag to answer 

3. Choose eleven people and link them in your post 

4. Go to their page and tell them 

5. No tag backs 

6. You legitimately have to tag

ELEVEN FACTS ABOUT ME

1. I started working as a telemarketer last Monday.

2. If there's something I hate it's when people are being sorted by gender.

3. I'm in surprisingly good terms with my self. Looks and personality.

4. What I love the most is to perform and that's what I want to do with my life.

5. I really can't feel hate towards another person.

6. While I do have many lovely friends the dearest person to me is my older brother Antrei.

7. My three biggest "celebrity crushes" are Emma Watson, Dianna Agron and Lara Pulver.

8. One of my biggest fear is to get stuck in Finland and live "a normal life".

9. I'm terrified of the idea that I got married once and I never want any children.

10. My favorite school subject is Maths and I'm really good at it.

11. I'm probably one of the most positive person I know, I'm hardly ever depressed.

THE QUESTIONS

1. Three favorite songs right now?

"I've been trying to, get a hold on you.

I've been trying to, get a hold on you.

I've been trying to, get a hold on you.

On this crazy world of mine

Everyday. Right from the start.

When I showed you my hand, I gave you my heart.

Falling in love, feeling alive,

Clear as the mud, I'm blue as your eyes.

Blue as your eyes."

-"Blue as your eyes" by Scouting For Girls

 
"I'll leave the door on the latch 

If you ever come back if you ever come back

They'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat 

If you ever come back

They'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 

And it will be just like you were never gone

They'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat

If you ever come back if you ever come back now

Oh if you ever come back if you ever come back"

-"If you ever come back" by The Script

"Now I know that I'm not

All that you got

I guess that I, I just thought

Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart

But our friends are back

So let's raise a glass

'Cause I found someone to carry me home

Tonight, we are young

So let's set the world on fire

We can burn brighter than the sun."

-"We are young" by Fun. feat Janelle Monáe

2. Three favorite movies?

"Keep your hand at the level of your eyes!"

-The Phantom of the Opera, 2004

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."

-Moulin Rouge, 2001

"We are the children of the atom. Radiation gave birth to mutants. What will kill the humans will only make us stronger."

-X-men: First Class, 2011

3. If you could become any existing fictional character, who would you be? Why?

I know that Darren Criss is not actually a fictional character but it's all that I could come up with for now. As for why I could say that practically because of everything from his ridiculous eyebrows to his incredible talents. But then again it's probably mostly because of what he does. I mean I could give almost anything to get to act opposite Chris Colfer or in Glee at all and then we have Team Starkid and just everything. I can't say that I have a "celebrity crush" on Darren because it's really more that I want to be him. To put it short this guy is my idol because of how inspirational he is but at the same time he's a total goof. And of course because of his stubble. I will always envy Darren's stubble.

4. Your best and worse characteristics, inside and outside?

As I said I'm very happy with both my inside and outside but there's one thing that I don't like in my body and that's my hands.  They are small and my fingers are really short. It's not only that it looks stupid but it makes playing bass and guitar much harder. Also my fingertips become wrinkled the second they get wet.

As for the best part in my looks is probably my two little birthmarks in the crook of my elbow in my left hand. I know it's silly, but I've grown to like them and I'm planning on tattooing a little line under them so it'll look like a smiley face. Smiletattoo, you know? Also I'm very proud of my collarbones and neck.

I really don't know if I'd say that it's the worst thing in me but if I could change something about my self I would change so that I could act like one person without it causing me any harm. It's pretty hard to explain but I sometimes feel like I'm several different persons at the same time, I don't mind being many-sided but it can be hard sometimes and it could be nice to live as Silva and not Silva #1, Silva #2 and Silva #3.

The best part of me is definitely my spontaneity and ability to live in this moment. Because of these I am the positive and happy person I am and don't stress little things. Nothing more to say about that.

5. If you had to move out from your home country, where would you go?

First of all, it's not "if I had to" it's "if I could". For a long time it's been my dream to move to the USA preferably to New York or California but recently I've been considering England also. London would be the city of my dreams but the States would be better shot for my need to perform. If I was to move now anyway, I'd go for England because of my dear friend Ellie lives there.

6. If you had to give up three colors you can see, what would they be?

Neon Green, Pastel/Baby Pink and Black. I really can't say why.

7. If you could travel anywhere in all space and time, where would you go?

  

Summer 2010 in Lempäälä is always the                            Also all the rehearsals and shows

one place and time I want to go to.                                                 of Kohina in Vernissa with Lokki.

8. In your opinion, what's the most beautiful name? It doesn't have to be a real name. Would you change your name into this name? Why / why not?

Again one more difficult question but I'll go with Meri. I have a friend called Meri and I think it fist her better than any other name fits anyone because "meri" means "sea" in Finnish and my friend Meri's eyes are blue as sea and actually her personality is pretty much like sea or the Ocean. But if I was to change my name I would probably change it to Sami or Sheena, so no Meri for me, doesn't fit me.

9. When you were kid, what was your dream job? What is it now?

As a kid I first wanted to be a vet, then I decided that I wanted to be a doctor and that went on for a long time. Now I'm too tired to study for this and I'm not so interested in it anyway.

Actually it should say "star in every movie that I possibly can". I know it's unrealistic and childish but what I really want to do with my life is to act. Not only in movies but on TV shows and Broadway or West End and everything I can. 

10.  If you could steal one person's wardrobe, who's would it be?

I don't know when did I realise how much I actually love Kevin McHale's choices of clothing but I do know that I would probably be down with anything from his wardrobe!

11. Do you think eleven questions is too much?

It's going to be hell inventing new ones..

MY QUESTIONS

1. Favorite fictional character of all time? Why?

2. If you were a mutant or a superhero, what would your power/ability be?

3. Would you prefer a road trip or a luxury hotel vacation? Why?

4. Who's your biggest idol/inspiration? Why?

5. Favorite band or artist?

6. If there was one thing in the world that you could change, what would it be?

7. What would you do if you'd win the lottery?

8. What's your way to express your self (writing, sports, painting, etc.)?

9. What's your coffee order?

10. Do you prefer reading books or watching movies?

11. What's your biggest dream?

PEOPLE I TAG

(no way I'm tagging 11 people)

Laura

Mello

Veera

Iita

Jessiina

Ada

Elina

After almost a day writing this I finally survived! Blogger has been a bitch and I'm not even on my own computer so that's why it might look stupid but I'll try and fix it if I can. Anyway, I'm sick right now and it sucks because I was supposed to go to work yesterday and today and we're planning on having another sleepover/movie marathon with Laura, Otto and Santtu but we'll see if I can make it. Hopefully I come up with something to write about sooner next time!

title's lyrics from "Call Me" by Shinedown

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I woke up last Saturday and my every muscle was aching! I figured I was sick because I really felt like it so I cancelled everything I had planned for that day meaning Iita's birthday and sleepover with Hilbo. It kinda sucked but I really didn't feel like the best company at the moment and I didn't want to get anyone else sick. And staying home isn't really that bad because for me it means watching The Big Bang Theory and some movies and tumblr of course. Anyway, no matter how sick I am there's one person who doesn't mind me spending all day home with him.

"Brother dear, do you ever wonder if there's something wrong with us?" This picture is actually from my school's big christmas concert if you're wondering my dress or anything. Anyway, I spent my sick Saturday with Antrei and we finally got to play some more Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword and we actually completed it and I just have to say that it's a great game! Very Zelda-like meaning that you have to do thousands of things before you get to do the main point and then it appears that there's still more and more things you have to do and goats eat paper. But I liked it and it was beautiful and Link's face was priceless in this one scene so I though I'd share.

You might wonde what happens in the later pictue or at least I would wonder if I would have not been there to see and photogaph it. I don't really know if it's corect to say that Antrei is blowing an egg but that's what he's practically doing. I found this ridicilous and awesome so I couldn't resist takeing pics.
I also rewatched X-men: First Class on holiday and fell in love once again. Before I get too excited and start babbling about something no one wants to hear I'll just add here a picture of a great movie I found thanks to Michael Fassbender and IMDb. It's called Fish Tank and it was a little weird and slow but somehow I liked it. Also I'm shocked that Katie Jarvis doesn't have practically any other roles cause I really liked her as Mia, which is the main character. Anyway, now the picture!

I also saw King's Speech at last and I did like it.

So here are the clothes I told you about. I can now annouce that I am a proud owner of three Monki's tops. Ever since Michaela took me to Monki for the first time I've thought it's a pretty nice store but never before have I bought anything from there. But now I got a little too excited because I had money - not anymore - and summer is coming! And the store isn't as expensive as I thought. I mean of course it's not the cheapest and some "bigger" clothes could cost pretty must but those two tops were only 12 and 8 euros. The t-shirt was 25 euros so that's a bit more expensive but still.
Another thing I promised to post about was Desucon which is 8.-10.6. For the first day I'm planning on going as casual!Roxas. Roxas is simple and nice and I love my wig. I still don't know know about my outfit but probably something skate boy-ish like the last time.

Saturday me and Hilbo will be going as the beloved StarKids Darren Criss and Joey Richter. I'll be Darren and she'll be my Joey. We've done this too once before but we'll be doing different outfits. Nothing much, I've been thinking of a white v-neck t-shirt and maybe red hoodie. We'll see if I'm going to take my guitar with me or not. Might be hard cause I would like to take a skate board for Roxas and so. But we'll see about that then!

Last is Sunday and as I said I'll be Mello's Matt. She'll borrow me the whole costume but I need to grow my own hair for this and I still haven't decided which boots shall I take but that's not going to be a problem. I stole this picture from Mello's deviantart and that's why the editing is everything but 4123 but let's just go with that, you get the idea after all.

Now I'm afraid I haven't still seen the latest Glee episode "Big Brother" because it's so late here when it airs and I was at Mello's petting some dogs today so I'm going to watch it now and sleep all day at school tomorrow. But have do have this adorable picture of my best friend in a blue wig with her dog from today.

title's lyrics from "Your Call" by Secondhand Serenade

You say I'm selfish, I agree with you on that

I need to apologise my absence. It's just that there haven't been much stuff to write about and my room is not in the right condition to make a room post (does anyone even want this anyway?) or anything and I've had other things to do or I've just been to tired to make a post. Now anyway I finally got some pics from Laura and I decided to actually do something!
So really nothing much have happened. Monday 26th was the briefing and it was nice seeing everyone but now it'll be some time before we'll see each other if we don't organise something our selves. After that I've mostly been hanging around with my friends and practising our performance for the class with Laura.

Taken by Riia

As a part of a music class everyone has to do this kind of a performance that we call TYS. It's usually singing and playing various instruments but I've heard someone has danced in their TYS. We don't possess such a ability (yet) but we sing quite a lot together and we have many songs we wanted to do duet versions of. So our songs were "Rumour has it/Someone like you" both songs are by Adele but the Mash-up is from Glee. We had the backgroud coming from the computer but it somehow failed at the beginning and things just fucked up but we made it through the song without either one starting to hypervantilate or cry and so good for us! Next we had two songs with me playing guitar. First was Lady Gaga's "Born this way" and then "I feel pretty/Unpretty" which is also a mash-up from Glee and the songs are from Westside story and I think "Unpretty" is by TLC but I'm still not sure. Then we had still one more song with background from the computer: "Smooth Criminal". Anyway this wasn't the original Jackson style but the background was played by a cello and a violin. So that's pretty cool. I somehow managed to fuck up the end of this also but I think we got A or A+ anyway so that's cool!

Again by Riia. We're wearing matching outfts!

Sorry for the quality of these two pictures. Our music class isn't really the best place for taking pictures.
Apart from that all I've been doing is pretty much hanging around with the Fishclub. We didn't even have any sleepovers but we were buying clothes for Santtu last Saturday. We've been talking a lot about clothes with him lately and came to the realisation that we have pretty much the same taste. Or kind of. Of course I like to wear also women clothes in summer (mostly in summer) but it's like Santtu is the main character and I'm he's gay best friend. Or something like that. Anyway I got to style him, and it was nice.

Because we're artists!

I found Santtu some very nice jeans but they were little too long so I promosed to shorten them and his mum even paid me five euros for doing this! It wasn't a big deal but it's been forever since I've last sewed and it was kind of nostalgic.

Here is something nice I did in my arts class. We usually don't do anything cool and I'm kind of bored there but this was nice. It kind of pervaded and at first I was really pissed off but now it doesn't bother me anymore. You can still see it's Sherlock Holmes, right? We're painting huge doors now at the arts class and I'm trying to make the 221B Baker Street's door but I really just suck at pinting so we'll see how that's going to turn out.
So that's about it. Last Monday I was watching my brother's "End of the World" themed music project but I really don't know what to say about that, even if it was really cool! I've had terribly much exams at school for past two weeks but now it's Eastern holiday and I get to sleep long and see everyone I haven't seen in a while, like Hilbo. But now it's too much o'clock and I could really use some extra hours of sleep so let's just leave this here for now. Oh, now that I remember I've also bought three shirts for my self and I'll try and remember to show them in the next post as well as I'll let you know about my desucon plans. So there's something to look forward to! Have a picture of my face cause Mello cut my hair for the Matt cosplay and here is me with a forelock and a hipster scarf!

title's lyrics' from "My Same" by Adele