What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

Long time no see. Again. I'm sorry! So this post is really just a "what's up" 'cause really nothing amazing is up.
School's out and no one can ever forse me to study again if I don't want to but still you can find me in Torkkeli (The arts school of Helsinki) next year. As many of you might know I applied for Kallio (performing arts school) but apparently it's not enough that I've "graduated" from a theater school or academy or what ever you like to call it AND that I've basically wrote and directed a 30 minute long musical. Do I sound bitter? Maybe, I don't know. I was angry. Believe me, I really was. But then I thought that I'll go to Torkkeli and see if I want to apply to Kallio again next year, so that's that. But I'd like to congratulate my dear friend Michaela who finally got into Ypäjä's Horse Institude after applying there three times! You really deserve this, bud!

Congrats to my brother who made it through the matriculation examination with as less studying as possible. And then it's time for some materialism! I bought that dress for my brother's party and I also bought new shoes but I don't have a picture of them now 'cause I forgot so maybe some other time! And about that shirt. I had to borrow Laura money to get it and I really like it so thank you! It's already a bit dirty 'cause I've used it so much.. Then Michaela gave me new speakers and I love it 'cause my computer's sound system is crap and it's hard to even watch movies when you just don't hear anything! Now I can listen to music again, thank you Michaela! I got my mother to buy me a Film Journal as a "graduation gift" and I'm so happy about this because I'm such a movie geek, like really! I bought the Wreck This Journal my self just because it's fun, but there's really nothing much there yet.
Last weekend was Desucon, and I've been telling you about my not-so-big plans but I have to dissapoint you by saying that no, I didn't cosplay Darren, no I didn't cosplay Roxas either, yes I made the Captain America inspired outfit but it was nothing much really. But I did cosplay Matt from Death Note the last day even if I forgot my goggles home. We had a little photoshoot at the end of the day with Mello so here's one nice picture from there.

So the first two days I spend just being a dork and on Saturday I got to photograph Peetu and Henna and Tessa in their costumes and on Friday I photographed Mira just because I could. So here's some of that.

 

So. That's what's up. I've also been watching lots of Supernatural with Antrei and yesterday I saw the Avengers for the fifth time. I've been playing Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers. I've been staying up late drawing Rennerson and sleeping a lot. I've been walking in Helsinki without any shoes on and I've been planning on doing hundredrs of things but done none of them. But so that I could do anything I first need to get my ass out of here so have a picture of Hilbo and Kai and have a nice summer!

title's lyrics from "Get it Right" from "Glee" by Lea Michele